Tuesday, December 28, 2010

The Blind

You made the choice to cover your eyes
to fill your head with little white lies
your fear over-ruled and extinguished your light
now you parish in a world covered in night

The worst blind man of them all
is the one who chooses not to see
they reach a peek and then they fall
into regret and great misery

It´s too late to go back
for what is done is done
the damage has been made
and the scar has been summoned

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

nothing left to say

Here you are apologizing
saying you made a mistake
when you said you didn't want me

You talk about giving you a another try
but i just can't give you a second chance
and this is why

I was left in the cold
and my heart turned to stone
I couldnt find my way back home
and youu turned your back on me
you closed your eyes and didn't see
that our love was dying....

nowww im alone
i've got nowhere left to go
no more hand to hold
you should of stayed but
you took our love away
i've got nothing left to say....

Saturday, December 11, 2010

case of a broken heart

You think I'm blind, but i know your kind
when the going gets tough, you change your mind
ooh and it's always the same old same old
i know the ending to this story,and this is how it goes...

girl falls in love with boy, tall, handsome and sweet
but he's never what he seems to be....
boy plays with her heart and ices it with a scar
now she is falling apart....
with the case of a broken heart

you think that you can sweet talk your way into things
like noone is on to your sneaky, cruel scheme
you have no clue what we think of you and you'll never know
that everywhere you go...you're loneliness will follow you

girl falls in love with boy, tall, handsome and sweet
but he's never what he seems to be....
boy plays with her heart and ices it with a scar
now she is falling apart....
with the case of a broken heart

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Make it Last

Let tomorrow take our tears
and let's just sit here,
and enjoy this

Don't waste anymore time
tonight you are mine
just one last kiss

Ohhh hold on dear lets make it last
this last night is passing fast
let's make something to remember
Look at all the stars above
they're smiling down on our love
it's something we must treasure

I see the sadness in your eyes
and it's killing me inside
'cause we can't fight it

You trace your finger on my face
and tell me "It's okay"
with those trembling lips...

Ohhh hold on dear lets make it last
this last night is passing fast
let's make something to remember
Look at all the stars above
they're smiling down on our love
it's something we must treasure

Down my cheek escapes a tear
it's hard without you here
goodbye longed one.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

your letter

i write him a letter telling him everything
about what i think and what im feeling
so he answers the door and i just stand there
and my life just started to feel heavier

i know it my sound a little juvenile
but it's the only way to reconcile
since he won't tell me what he thinks
i give him the letter that he'll soon read..


dear boy,
i really like you but cant find the words to tell you
and i wann know if you feel the same about me
the rest is simple just open it when i go
take out your pen and just check yes or no.
PS: plz take this seriously...
xoxo.. yours truley

what you told me

Sitting on the tree trunk where we used to be
i look back at the memories when u were with me
with a stone in my hand i carve a heart onto the tree
marking it the way you marked me

I sit back and listen to the sounds of last spring
where our laughs dance and birds sing
i remember how your face glowed with the suns beam
and the way you showed me things i couldnt see....

like the way the trees sway with the wind as if they were dancin
the way the river wished over the pebbles and stones finding it's way back home
and every little thing had a big unique story
you were a believer and that's what you told me.

laying down watching the waters reach the land
i'm holding a pebble very tightly in my hand
and i draw a heart with our initials into the sand
it looks so right from up here where i stand.

i sit back and listen to the sounds of last summer
the laughs, giggles and the splashing of water
and you looked up at the sky and gave a hollar
that the world was filled of marvelous wonders.....

like the way the palm trees sway in the wind as if they were dancin
the way the waves crashed on the shore made you feel at home
and every little thing had a big unique story
you were a believer and that's what you told me

oooh but baby the leaves are fallen and everything is gray
nothing is how it used to be, it changes everday
i thought being a believer would make you a dreamer and stay
but i guess you believe in easy things and avoid the hard way

Sitting on the tree trunk where we used to be
i look back at the memories when u were with me
with a stone in my hand i carve a heart onto the tree
marking it the way you marked me

Sunday, August 8, 2010

A life like this.

I'm staring at the ocean and it's staring back at me
i'm analyzing it's demeanor and it's simplicity
i lay back, dig my toes in the sand, and feel the breeze
and i think of all the treasures this earth has to bring.

Seeing is believing and i see it with me eyes
what this earth is worth is more than a free ride
it's worth more than gold,and yet didn't cost a dime
the priceless things, are the simple things in life.

Rolling mountains, and essential blue oceans
palm tree islands, deserts, all of nature's devotion
meadows, lagoons, rain forests, and orchids
living a life like this, is something i wouldn't miss
cause it's God's best gift
oh yes it is......

Listen to all the sounds that the joy of life brings
waves colliding, seashells clapping and birds whistling
if you get a moment to endure all that's around you
thank the simple things that make this life true

the wind plays with my hair and the scents fill my nose
the sunlight dances upon my face and i feel it in my toes
that there's no greater feeling than living this life
and i wouldn't change a thing and this is why......

Rolling mountains, and essential blue oceans
palm tree islands, deserts, all of nature's devotion
meadows, lagoons, rain forests, and orchids
living a life like this, is something i wouldnt miss
cause it's God's best gift
oh yes it is......
Quiero decirte una cosa
que no podia decir ayer
porque tuve miedo
de perderte otravez

no me quedan fuerzas
pero sigo aqui de pie
delante de tu puerta
y pienso que........

estas confuso en tu mente
piensas que me tienes
aqui para cuando tu me quieres
ya no quiero tolerarlo
esto se acabo por mi lado
pienso que te has equivocado
conmigo

una pena que perdistes
una chica que te quiera
tras todo que la hicistes
ella tuvo mucha paciencia

le gustabas de verdad
y ya no le gustas nada
por hacerla sufrir
y ahora te quiere decir....

estas confuso en tu mente
piensas que me tienes
aqui para cuando tu me quieres
ya no quiero tolerarlo
esto se acabo por mi lado
pienso que te has equivocado
conmigo

lalalalalala en tiempo te daras cuenta
lo que tuvistes era algo real, algo de verdad
una pena, y ahora se marcha.
y no volvera mas.






esto va dedicada por una amiga y su experencia!
gracias por la inspiracion ;)

Choices

Life's filled with choices
that can bring you down
but you got to move on
and always be strong

there're bridges to burn
and others we have to pass
it's a process that we learn
that leads us down our own path

Never shy out of opportunities
making risks isn't as bad as it seems
and when you feel you're about to bend
dont worry....
cause all the good things come back in the end
think twice before you decide
and prepare yourself for sacrafice
release that inner voice from deep inside
and let your goals and dreams come alive
cause before you know it, it all starts and ends
with a choice.

don't ever set your limits low
try and try with all your might
pick a goal and keep it in sight
don't give it up without a fight

motivation's the key to happiness
inspire yourself to be the best
give all ya got till there's nothing left
cause life's a big old test.......


Never shy out of opportunities
making risks isn't as bad as it seems
and when you feel you're about to bend
dont worry....
cause all the good things come back in the end
think twice before you decide
and prepare yourself for sacrafice
release that inner voice from deep inside
and let your goals and dreams come alive
cause before you know it, it all starts and ends
with a choice.

it all starts and ends with a choice.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Things i'm not, and the things i am.

I know i'm not the smartest, prettiest girl
i never was the talk of the town
i know i'm not the funniest, outgoing girl
i was never the type to hang around

but my life isn't anything close to ordinary
it's the oppposite of what you would normally see
i've got wierd talents and big passions
and i never watch any of that silly TV

i play my giutar while im layin down
i sing at night and boy it's loud
i eat ice cubes, leave a trail of cups
like my ice cream with extra chocolate on top
read books in one single day
walk through the park when im lazaaay
star gaze at night and swim till dawn
cause i like being different and that's not wrong.
goof off infront of friends, dance on the streets
...................... to be continued

Appreciate What You Have

Another sunrise, another sun set
the day that came has just left
each day we age and ponder
the unkowns of out yonder.

Appreciate the joys of life
don't lette'm pass out of sight
reach, grip, and squeeze it
make sure you really mean it.

Most forget to enjoy their treasures
because they seek only pleasures
and happiness is at your hands
if you learn to love and understand.
that each breath is a gift of life
and each step is a self-earned right

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Shoulder to cry on

I know there'll be days when your feeling down
when you start to cry when no one's around
sometimes you'll wanna scream and shout
blame everything else for your fall out

everyone gets there share of heartbreaks
everyday wont always be a perfect parade
but save this song for a rainy day ..&
think back at the people that care and will stay

have faith and just be strong
no matter what's going wrong
keep your loved ones always near
never push them away from fear
cause you never know when you'll need
a shoulder to cry on.....

Monday, June 7, 2010

More than a crush*

I cant find the words I need to say
Cause it seems I lock up everytime I see your face
And I want to but I just cant find the strength
Cause there’s a chance you won’t feel the same way

You make me happy and scared at the same time
The fact that you’re everything just blows my mind
And it’s too bad you can’t read in between the lines
That I’m holding each breath for you and that’s no lie

This is more than a crush
I can’t feel it in my veins
I’m thirsting for your touch
Oh and its driving me insane
How could you not notice yet?
That I live for each breath you take
And if you were to leave me now
I’d manage by somehow… but things would never be the same

I can’t leave yet until I leave my mind at ease
3 little words that are devouring inside of me
That can make a big difference if I were to say
That boy, you’re the best part of everyday

Just give me a chance to prove this all to you
I would love to show you that dreams do come true
And If you happen to feel the same give me a sign
Cause I’m dying on the edge of anxiety to make you mine

This is more than a crush
I can’t feel it in my veins
I’m thirsting for your touch
Oh and its driving me insane
How could you not notice yet?
That I live for each breath you take
And if you were to leave me now
I’d manage by somehow… but things would never be the same

They’d never be the same.. no never be the same

what's the point?

It was my last night to live in the city lights
Giving my farewells and saying my goodbyes
My friends were there all through the night
It felt so good but something was missing inside

I got all dressed up in a pretty pink dress
With my hair nicely done but I felt like a mess
I waited all night but you never called
So I sat in isolation listening to our song

What’s the point in looking pretty
If you’re not there to share the moment with me
What’s the point in feeling beautiful
When the only person I wanted to impress was you
and how am I supposed to go on as if u didn’t exist?
Boy, you had me with that first kiss…..

Soon I’ll be leaving and the winds will change paths
But the memories will remain when I look back
And maybe, I’m hoping I’ll see you one last time
But you feel so out of reach , it’s all out of line.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Just Pretend

Once upon a summer day
We came across eachother’s ways
We talked and talked till it was dark
With him there seemed to be no harm

Finally it seemed I was on the right path
He seemed like the one for me the other half
Always on time, and complimenting my hair
He never missed a single detail and showed he cared
and he had me believing….

That the sun finally shined through
That nothing could beat this feeling so true
Every moment was so precious and sincere
When he took me by the hand and whispered in my ear
Took me out and danced in front of his friends
With him the happiness had no end
I knew these things could only be just pretend

On New Years he drove us to this peek
That overlooked the city streets
Then he looked down into my eyes
And said I looked so beautiful that night

I couldn’t believe what I was feeling inside
My heart was skipping beats to this boy oh why?
Why does he have to be so perfect and nice
Surely I couldn’t deserve this perfect life
But he had me believing…..

That the sun finally shined through
That nothing could beat this feeling so true
Every moment was so precious and sincere
When he took me by the hand and whispered in my ear
Took me out and danced in front of his friends
With him the happiness had no end
I knew these things could only be just pretend

One spring morning I put on my prettiest dress
Brushed my hair back and put on some faded lipstick
i was standing underneath my big oak tree
And waited for him till half past three


I decided I’d go back to that one peek
And I caught the sight of his red jeep
My heart galloped as I encountered it
but all was lost from those unfaithful lips
and he had me believing….

That the sun finally shined through
That nothing could beat this feeling so true
Every moment was so precious and sincere
When he took me by the hand and whispered in my ear
Took me out and danced in front of his friends
With him the happiness had no end
I knew these things could only be just pretend
And that’s what they were…..
It was all just pretend
Just pretend.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Too Late

This is a song i composed in exactly 12 minutes and 56 seconds... even though i should be studying...haha... i guess when inspiration hits you on the head you MUST ensue it :)
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Don’t tell me it was complicated
If you wanted to, you could of saved it
But you waited one year to realize
What you convinced yourself were only lies

I’m sorry to be the one to say this
But my love for you has faded
I learned to fly by myself when you left
And now that your back I can’t land yet

We could’ve been the greatest thing
But you left me with broken dreams
And I suffered in silence for the longest time
Thinking maybe you would change your mind
But I woke up from that crazy nightmare
And saw my face reflecting back in the mirror
And I knew I couldn’t keep living in pain
So I got back up and went on my own way

My love for you was once so strong
But it broke to pieces when you were gone
And someone came along to patch it up
They helped me with both hands to get up

I got use to your absence day by day
And then the pain started to filter away
And then I new what it was to smile again
The sun cleared the clouds and I started living

We could’ve been the greatest thing
But you left me with broken dreams
And I suffered in silence for the longest time
Thinking maybe you would change your mind
But I woke up from that crazy nightmare
And saw my face reflecting back in the mirror
And I knew I couldn’t keep living in pain
So I got back up and went on my own way

There’s no use for apologies now no no no
I’m too far up for or you to bring me down
Just let me go like I did for you
And maybe one day you’ll find someone new

…So don’t tell me it was complicated

Friday, April 9, 2010

The Rose

Friday, April 9, 2010

the rose
It's beauty outshines all others of its' species.
It's nutured with mother nature's love.
it shatters the scenary when it falls to pieces.
it dies when flakes start falling from above

It contains no coldness, only warmth
For it's value is much more than what it's worth
It provides an image, a style, and a home
so beauty never feels alone

It's importance is rightious and unique
you see it symbolize love, peace, and prosperity
who comes across it is a fine, lucky creature
for it's draw on their innocence will grow deeper

Saturday, April 3, 2010

time.

When did it start? Where does it end?
Time is infinite, it´s independent in such a way it molds over the old, devours the present, and stalks the new without the consent of thy follower nor thy path. When time is at the essance it passes by in fast paces swallowing hours like minutes and minutes like seconds. When time is pleaded to accelerate, it crawls in slow lurches, ignoring the favor of one´s desire. Behind each angry beginning lurks a vast pool of hurt in which we bathe in our own memories and pain. What is the extent of such ravishing demeanor? Shall we wait for mercy to be thrust upon us, or must we cogitate over are own hurt in an imperciptable manner to finish heeling the scars? Is time in our favor? or is it our enemy? Against all odds we fight to forget the things that we want to rememeber, and remember the things that are yet forgotten. We musn´t feed the greed of our violent pleasures for they have violent ends. Remember that life is the meaning of what you make of it. Once you feel sorrowness you'll understand happiness and once you live pain you will conquer love, and with love you'll learn the value of life, the value of time.